Sooo lately..

I've definitely taken time to think. There's way too much going on right now---from family, to relationships with people. I need a break, big time. Likewise, you just surrendered everything you had said to me, and sold yourself short. I feel, not betrayed, but disappointed. I mean, I know we're both doing our own thing, but really? Dang. And it's so unnecessary for us to be acting kiddish and fighting for no apparent reason. I'm done with it. Seriously though, how many times have I said that? Many. And this time, I really wanna be done. So I'm really gonna try to be your friend. I won't let myself get caught up this time. Mm.. as for other things.. just a couple weeks ago, we were all happy and having fun. Now, we're all just there and not doing much. I miss you guys, even though I see you everyday. I feel like we haven't been our same, crazy, loving, "dgaf" selves. Hah.. but yeah, you get me. Let's go back. But yeah, lately I've been holding up just fine. I've been amazingly superduper tired though. Like, everyday. Haha. Today, I took a twenty minute nap in fourth period .. oh yeah, and I fell asleep behind my book for like five minutes in first. I can't even stay up to save my life. And I don't even know why. I haven't been talking on the phone at night lately, so I'm going to sleep earlier than usual. Weird. Hahhhh! Mm well, I think I'ma get off, cause the Lakers Game is currently playing. Gotta get this game :) Byebye loves

Just a random old ass picture I found of me and Gel in my Photobucket! :)