Saturday, January 23, 2010

Vent.

Don't think either of us meant for it to go this far.
We went from strangers, to a relationship that stands way too strong to break at this point. Seems that when things are too real, there's always that ONE thing standing in the way. No matter how much I deny it, I care about you way too much to let go. I don't know how to feel at this point. I'm not crying, I don't have those pains that you get when you're sad, I don't feel emotional..but I will tell you that it DOES hurt. Maybe it is my fault for thinking we would ever go anywhere, but it didn't hurt to hope. Still always caring about you, friends or more than friends, no matter what. Holla when you need me.

Just sucks knowing that I'll always be second best.