As summer comes to an end

With as little internet access as I have.. I thought I'd take this time to blog a little bit. I'm not completely totally down about summer coming to an end.. but at the same time, I'm dreading school, already. Summer has brought me so many good times, so many laughs, & so many new friends. It wasn't too much different than last year, but a big part of it was missing.. I'm looking foward to regaining that certain part when schools starts. I miss it or I should say, "them", very much. But besides all of that, I'm just glad that I've had at least a little bit of everybody somewhere in my summer. I can't believe how fast it all went though. Sigh, only two more weeks. This summer, I can honestly say I've found good friendships, & I've found out & experienced a lot of new things. And even when they weren't always good things to find out or experience, I'm happy with the outcome. I've learned that no matter how much you drift away from someone or someone(s), those special few will still be there by your side no matter how much the drift pulls you apart. Those strong friendships that now hang by tiny strings, will once again become stronger than ever, well, depending on how much you want it. Depending on how much those people mean to you. And depending on how much you care. My goal is to make a good effort in regaining those good friendships. My girls. Cause I know that I need them in my life & I know that I love them, very much. As for the rest.. I'm just letting it flow. Boys come & go. I'm always confused with it. I don't know if I want it or don't. I'm sure that I'll find out the hard way though. I always do.