Hurt.

Haven't felt so betrayed like this, for a long, long time. I've built my walls so high, that I thought not even you could knock 'em down. But you did. And shame on me. No matter how hard I try to portray the "no, maybe this time it's different" phase, I feel like I always end up back in the disappointed phase. God knows I try, I know I try, even my friends know I try. But the simple thought of doing the right thing for you, never crossed your mind, when you knew that I would want you to do the right thing for me. I don't deal with that kind of shit. Never did. And I'm not about to start now. Sorry, but I'm not gonna stoop down to your level. You're different. Your actions are different. I don't even know you anymore. Lemme know when you come back.