It's been a while..

And this is the perfect timing. This is a time when I've got SO much on my mind. I don't even know where to begin. I'll keep my explanation about Spring Break (April 13-17, counting the two weekends) short and sweet though, it was dope. I love my friends. Sadies on April 4th, that was cool too.

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And now I'm back to reality.

This is where I'm so mad at life. I've been surrounding myself with my friends, getting away from you, and here you are...ruining..my..life..again. I won't put you on blast. Although, I really should. Let's just leave it at, I've never had to sock my door so many times, to where my knuckles were so red and my hand was throbbing. This time, it's different. I've tried sooo hard to just ignore it, move on, and let it be. But no. This time, you've pushed my buttons too far. Don't get me wrong, I've appreciated all the years you've been here.....material wise. But you've never understood me. You've only pushed me away, over and over. Well you know what, if you don't give a damn, I don't give a fuck. This is why I don't give out my trust, don't care to please others, and don't love so easily. It's people like you. People like you who make me realize how corrupt the world is. So corrupt to where it's your family doing you dirty. Don't involve yourself in my life, I'm sure you'll only make it worse. And those things you say, you know what? I really don't care. You can say all you want, I'll get by on a better note, because I know who I need in my life. You just keep doing what you've been doing, keep walking right past me like I'm invisible. Cause that's what you'll get in return. Deuces.

Okay, that really helped. A lot.