Tibbbit.

There's no words to explain how I'm feeling. Honestly, you mix up my emotions like a whirl pool. I don't care if that was gay, shut up. But really, no one understands how tired I am of this "feeling". One second we're at our best, the next, we're sending mixed emotions like nothing. Ugh, I don't know what this is suppose to mean? I want things to be all good again, but I feel like we constantly push each other away. I'm sick of it. I'm tired of it. I'm sick and tired of it. Ever since you said that one thing in the car, it really hurt me. It made me start keeping a sort of distance and recognition that, I could be fooling myself. It literally had an affect on everything. Someone send me a flashing sign of what this means! Actually, why don't you tell me what this means.

Anyways, school was pretty easy, considering we're done with testing, today went by surprisingly fast. First period was boring, always. Second period, a B+ on my project! 31/35. Gay. Third period, fourth period, and lunch=the usual. P.E. I have a B in, surprising! I thought I for sure had a D or F, since he HATES me and all. HAHAHA. Whatever though, he's still a punk. Mm sixth period, the usual, but talked with Aldric in person for the first time in like, the four years we've known each other. Hah! And Jessica too, she's gay. "I can't hear!" HAHA. Mm yeah, then bought Sadies tickets, and went with my mom to pick up my cousin. Then went home and ate, computer for a bit, then took a good nap, then went to Rowena's house to pick up the Biology book. Ate and did homework. Homework took almost 2 hours. And it was only Bio. HAHA. Eww. Eh, now I'm about to shower and stuff. Chelsea asked Matt to Sadies though :) Wooo! So Sadies 09 is gonna be bombdotcom, righhhh? Righhhhh! Can't wait. Heh. Oh yeah, saw Robbie, Jon San, and Godfrey today after school! Robbie missed me. I know he did. Hahaha. Mmkay, I'm pretty much done here. OHH OHHH, I got a Saturday Work Study this Saturday. Last time I got one, I was on the verge of falling asleep. The one I had the day of Homecoming, I DID fall asleep. HAHA. Hopefully, I don't get kicked out of this one. Gay ass office people. I HATE SCHOOOL. K bye.

Oh and I found this old picture, from one of the first rallies! I look so ASIAN! HAHAHA.

Chelsea Gama (10:24:42 PM): whatever
Chelsea Gama (10:24:45 PM): i dont give a flying fuck

AND TRUTHFULLY, she took the words right outta my mouth. I really don't give a fucking rats ass anymore. I know, my mind changed quick. BUT FUCK IT.