Ambition.

Scoop thees. I can honestly say that I'm content with life. With it's minor ups-and-downs and those few witto step backs, I think I'm doing just fine. Saturday brought back some old friends and aloud me to gain some new. And I've been pretty happy with all my surroundings. Oh and The Secret Life of the American Teenager season finale, WELCOME John :) I love that show. Mhm. Anyways, I've been thinking a lot today, and what seems like something that's never gonna work, might be what is always going to. I'm willing to put myself under certain circumstances to take this chance, because I'm not afraid to take risks like this, even if it might end up with me being hurt. You know, I'm tired of walking away from everything that comes my way. I'm sick of people not believing in something so goood, right in front of them. Take chances. If we all don't learn to take some chances here and there, it's most likely the reason that you're unhappy. Trust your insticts. Nothing lasts forever people, live for the moment. Seriously.

But my main concern at this point is you, mom. I love you. And I'm always gonna be here no matter what. Of course, I'm a little disappointed, but no one can change the fact that I'm your daughter, and I will always love you no matter what. I don't know what to do. I wanna cry, but I know you wouldn't want me to. Please figure out a plan of what you're going to do. You have no idea how heartbroken it truly makes me. I love you soo, soooo much. Love Always, Bubbalou.