Superb.

Girl, what has been happening? What happened to our promise to keep in touch? Even though, you've moved about 400 miles away? You were my ride or die, and you still are, but I'm losin' yaaa. Losin' you like I never wanted to. I mean, sure, we update here------ and there.. but.. things aren't the same anymore. And I'm scared, scared to lose someone as great as you. No homo, but no lie. Please, please..... come back into my life.. best friend... other half..... sister.. ): Please?

Ugh, on a brighter note, I got to sleep in today. I went to school at second period. Missed first, even though we had late start, so I went in to turn my poem after school. Mmm.. second period, Spanish, was boring. Bio was good, I'm doing so effin' good in that class, DAMN. Hahaha. I'm gonna brag, cause----- I am doing fabulousss! Mwuhah! Math, I'm doing pretty good in too, still keeping up the A, even though we have homework every night, I'm keeping up. Physical Education..... wow... it was SO hot today, and we were out running the mile. I was seriously dehydrated. Came in at like 11 minutes and somethang, not good, but can you blame me? I was dying. Hahaha. Mm.. sixth, we had a sub, pretty much chilled and did this current event crap. After school, got starbucks with my mamabear, Vanilla Bean Frap this time. And I don't know what she got, too confusing. I stick with the simple shiet. Haha. Mm then went home and changed, watched t.v., took a short ass nap, got ready, ate Pho 99 with Shan, and got Joghurt. Then we drove around looking at these big houses.. HAHA. Then we got gas, and I went home. Yeap! Now I'm just chillin', I've pretty much done did all my tarea, and I can finally relax! Hehe. Time management is what's up. Btw, I'm surprised at you, really. Handle things better, don't be so immature. We can't all have what we want, nor make people the way we want them. But we can sure learn to compromise. It's time we all take a step back, and learn to compromise. Stop talking like you know. You don't know. I've said it long ago, and I'm saying it now, because----- it seems like things haven't changed. You leave me speechless sometimes, thinking that you would know what's up, but once you start speaking, I'm annoyed. AND for you, I'm surprised... that you've left me alone. I guess I pushed you away so far back, that now you've realized.. but now I'm kind of sad. You were a good friend... and probably the only person who knew the real me. ONLY person, who knew. Is this my fault? Or is this a win/lose situation? I guess it's bittersweet. Losing you, was not me ideal plan, but keeping you here, was getting too hard for me to deal with. Even though, we've both got new lives, I still love ya. And I'm not ashamed for people to know that, because no one would ever understand me, like you. Doesn't mean I'm being lovey-dovey, but a big part of my heart has been left, to you. Feels like it's missing sometimes. Doesn't mean I have feelings for you, cause I've already moved on, but sometimes.. I wish that other people knew me as well as you did. Sometimes I wish they could relate to me, like you knew how to relate to me. Sometimes, I feel so lonely, even though I've got all I need, only cause THEY DON'T KNOW THE REAL ME. Blah! I'm over-thinking! Haha. NO NO, once again, I'm not being lovey-dovey, I just wish people knew me like he knows me. Whoa, this got way off topic, so GOOD BYE!