Rewind.

My Ideal Love. But for now, I'll be stuck with that 808's and Heartbreak thang.

And I'm not trippin', okay.. maybe a little. I've learned that no matter how much a person can give, the messing up of things will always overcome it. It will always shine brighter. It's all giggles and butterfly-kisses when it's good, but once you see something you don't like, the world is near it's end. No matter how hard you try to make that person understand that you're all about that person and no one else..a simple holler from a random individual, would jeprodize everything. I see lots, where the importance of your relationship's are struggling. I see myself in that same situation. What's more important? Understanding and communication or the wrecklessness and fighting? You decide. You can save yourself, or watch your loved one slip right through your finger tips. I guess it's true-----you don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone, but don't let yourself fall short, you may be making a huge mistake. And I should be taking my own advice.

P.S.--- R.I.P. Kevin Fu.

It's been 2 YEARS as of February 24, 2009, since you've passed away. It makes me sad to think, sometimes..I forget about it. Forgive me though. ): When I'm reminded of it, I always stop to think about good times. It's still SO surprising to me, whenever I'm thinking about it, like..WHY did it have to be YOU? You were only 15 years old when it happened. What's gone wrong with the youth? Hurting someone as loving as you, was one of their biggest mistakes. Although we drifted within' the few months before your passing, I will STILL remember memories we shared. And I can't tell you how heartbroken I was when I heard, and still am. I miss you a lot. Rest In Paradise. Oh and also, I'll never forget the time you got K-town (Alex) drunk, and let him ride your electric mortocycle, and gave him a headstart...and then he fell. I know we'd be laughing it up right now. <3