Weight lifted.

Sigh, I feel as if a big weight has been lifted. I'm so so so sad, but I feel so much better. You are a part of the past, but telling you was one of the best things I felt I have done in a while. While I struggled to tell you.. I knew I had to, cause I didn't know how else to make you believe me. And once the words escaped my mouth, and I fell into pure and total rage of tears, you were there for me. You were seriously there for me. Who would of thought, someone that I never ever thought would care like you use to care, would be there, comforting me, making me feel as everything was all right. You made me feel like I could never be alone. Cause if I ever did feel alone, you would be number one to be there. And when you asked why I didn't tell you first, and I told you it was because I didn't want you to be disappointed in me.. you responded saying, "Jaz, I could never be disappointed in you". I felt like I underestimated you. Why did I ever let you fall away from the closeness we use to be? But, now I know that.. everything good I believed in you before, is still there. Still the same person I met a long, long time ago. And I'm sitting here years later, knowing that I could never forget someone like you. Ever.